Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in examachine's LiveJournal:

Monday, October 9th, 2006
2:57 pm	autistic idiots everywhere i want to talk about retarted engineer cow-orkers i have had to deal with. these guys are ultimately devoid of any human value, fucking autistics, that is. i don't care if it is genetics or something else, they are inferior and they don't know it. in USA, there was this guy who happened to be my supervisor. he put me into a silly test task and when i didn't work fast we had an argument in which he yelled at me, so i stopped doing any work. i arranged to get back to my phd studies, and waited for them to terminate my job for 1.5 months. i am hoping that, by now, they have understood their mistake (not him). there is no reason why you should tolerate your supervisors in a workplace when they mistreat you. but it really gets worse. in my last job, there was a fucking idiot called Gurer Ozen, and on a public mailing list, probably out of jealousy, he made completely and wildly incorrect accusations. till that day i had treated the guy like a close friend, with no hostile reservations at all. the funny thing is i heard this retarted fuck proclaim he had 160 IQ while he didn't have the social skills that could be used as an anal lubricant. it is really funny when idiots who have achieved nothing in their lives claim to be intelligent. all my life, i have studied and worked with vastly intelligent persons, some of which were universally credited to be "genius"es, and in a second grade "research institute", which is full of schmucks and losers, you get to deal with idiots who think they are smart. pathetic really. anyway, the rest of them weren't too good either. except a few of them who were all around intelligent persons, they were either autistic, plain retarded or evil bastards with moderate intelligence. about those without morals, i have seen that they have tried to remove my name from the very sources that i wrote, trying to change history. i would say that i didn't care too much, but i did, because this is an immoral act with respect to professional ethics. whatever you do, you should give credit where it is due, otherwise you cannot expect others to give credit to you. when will idiots learn that they cannot change history? i suspect that this idiot removed my name from sources, the bastard apparently had a grudge against me. pathetic son of a bitch. i still can't believe that linux scene is so full of idiots. at least in my stupid motherland. one looks around on the web and sees quite intelligent persons, and then you meet these lower life forms, who are trying to make a buck out of their mediocre contributions, and try to talk like wise asses. i have decided that next time i have to deal with one of these fucks, i think i will just stop talking sense and punch them in the fucking face. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
6:56 pm	w00t I still can't get the "has worked here" document. So I can't properly start the other job. I'll miss this month's salary. The good part is that I get a free check to do a one month vacation whenever I want it. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
11:14 pm	Shit lives forever Today I tried to get a "has worked here" document from the department for a new job I'm starting at Istanbul. Guess what, they didn't give it to me. They told me they needed to check the dates. What an excuse. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
4:53 am	Sleep goes to charts on its own Soundclick is the site that came after mp3.com On mp3.com, malfunction was the only industrial band from Turkey that had a persistent presence (Well, I saw no other industrial band from this place but somebody made a claim that there were others so...). The trouble is, on sites like mp3.com you constantly have to do advertising, silly forms of advertising that is, like announcing your releases on a few mailing lists, to keep people informed so that they listen to your stuff and you would show up on the charts. The same goes for soundclick. There are lots of great bands amidst tons of not-so-great bands. Few people would search for hundreds and hundreds of bands to find 3 or 4 they might like. Though, I think a few goth rock bands there are better than the big-label goths. [*] Anyway, so I'd recorded some vocals for a slow, industrial piece called Sleep. I never made much of announcement, but I found that it went to the industrial charts. I do tell interested people the url, I pay for it dammit, but I didn't tell it to many. So, after a really tough quarrel with my lovely girlfriend again, that put a small smile on my face. But a small smile. Check it out at Malfunct. Maybe it works after all. How did Celldweller pull it off? Got to follow their lead, do a top-notch recording, and go big on the net. [*] BTW, there is a Turkish band called The Fortuna, you ought to check those talented guys out at The Fortuna, though it seems they haven't much stuff yet. The girl's got the voice. (Comment on this)
3:36 am	I hate this username thing Somebody else picked my real nick, exa, and then deleted his journal, now I can't access it. Get real. I'm *the* exa. If somebody's gotta take that name, it's gotta be me. I must have it! Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)